I’ve seen your posts and comments, they’re all the same. “Everyone else is a dumb, I don’t like anything, I’m just going to jerk it in my room.”
Sadly, it’s not an uncommon personality.
If you want an NYE you don’t have to spend alone and sad, you can take steps to remedy it. If you choose not to, that’s on you.
Life is pretty awesome, I’m lucky enough to enjoy most days. Work’s engaging, after work I play sports with friends 3 days a week, other weekdays are organized to fit in chores or other friends. And weekends are for bigger plans and/or chores, plus another soccer game or two with friends.